SILLY PRI SCH!!!

have started this week at Si Ling pri... can't say i have enjoyed myself that much as i'm missing my PRIME kids so much... esp my sweetfaced matthew... been waking up at six plus every mornin... and in the process have fallen sick... flu and all... haha yeah just blame it on work eh? think i've been living life in the fast lane again... too much boozing and smoking... think i gota cut down man...here i am typing with a blocked nose and sore thoat but guess what? am still gona go out later... think i'm incorrigible...

anyways san-D ger is back... glad she's fine and all... went partying with her on sunday... oh yeah!!! and am meeting her and ser later too... oh yeah again!! the boys are goin devils i heard and reckon LBB will be there too... hell i miss him much much... haha... though i saw him last week... met up with MHA too... gave me a peck on the cheek... wonder what that was for?

anyways back to si ling...hmm... think i gona be quite lifeless soon man... will be too tired for anything man... the kids' command of english is that bad man... scary... i asked a pri 3 kid whre his chest was and he pointed to his nose... some pointed to their knees, elbows and the list goes on.. and to top it off a pri 6 boy used the fuck word on me... i went after him and made him repeat what he said.. think he got scared when he realized that i wasn't some teenage gal but one of the coaches there... haha... told arun and this boy had to apologize to me and all... i was fine by then but the VP said that this boy has a string of offences and wanted to record somethin with MOE... scary shit man... feel so bad... but guess he has to learn la...

alritey need to take my power nap...

i actually teared....

tears just streamed down my cheeks when i was reading abt the recent reports on the tsunami... my heart just broke when i read abt the injuries and how the people are suffering... i can just imagine if i'm in sandy's shoes man... all the heartache... i think i will just cry everyday lor... why does shit like that happen? and to top it all off, certain irresponsible people are still bombing themesleves and places up... i mean come on, isn't the wrath of the natural disasters enough suffering for mankind already? why cant we just embrace life as it is given to us? i feel so grateful that i'm born and living in spore... and that i have a great family and smashing friends... appreciate every single one of them and what life has given me... hope that sandy is fine there too... and eddie as well.... heng the BB no go, if not worry even more... already worry for san and ed, if BB extra...

anyways just got back from cleaning bobbie the gym bus today... haha... tired...

quick recap after xmas: met anthony and went for drinks on monday... tuesday and wed drank as well... went crew room with chi lam lookalike on thursday... went over to north oaks after that... went to KL on fri, sat and sun with ralph... didnt really party but bought like 4 piars of shoes and some skirts... went to the amusement park at berjaya bt nothing much la... the most thrilling ride was like an appetizer man... maybe cos it was indoors thats why... ate alot on the trip man... was like hungry every 3-4 hours... haha... had a good time on the whole...

came back on sunday then met anthony for drinks at gardens... after that BB sms me and he came over to north oaks to meet me... it was really good seeing him... missed him alot... he bought a new car, nissan silvia s15... nice nice... i think i cant get him out of my system no matter how hard i try man... its disgusting... haha...