3 Weddings and Thank God no funerals

well well well... have attended 3 weddings this yr... 2 of which were like back to back man... jan and dan had theirs on 18 sept and i tell u, jan was totally gorgeous that nite... loved her gown... had a blast at their suite and were all drinking like crazy.... up next was jay's and jen's... as always the bride looked beautiful... its really great to see my gerl janice gettin hitched to such a great guy... gosh have known her for like 15 yrs man... and to have my pink choo jay settle down too... its scary tho that we're all growin up so soon... too soon for my liking... everyone's tying the knot... for me i think i'm gona left on the shelf, cupboard or whatever u wana call it... guess no one wants me... boo hoo hoo... or could it be i'm too fussy? i remember the conversations that i had with some of ma girlies, we were always talking abt the one... the one that sweeps u off your feet.... the one that kisses u and u melt... hmmm which leads me to say that kisses are damn impt to me... in fact how a guy kisses me sometimes can make me think that he's the one... like when it's full of passion, like how his lips mould to yours... how they gently suck on yours... its not just the tongue moves but how everything fits together... how the 2 of you move in synchronized movements... haha... so much for my theory man... no wonder i'm still on the shelf... hahahha...

great piece of news coming up next... SANDY IS PREGGERS!!!! wow wow wow... can u imagine ah phong bein a daddy? wah i cant man... am so happy for them... latest addition to the Ong family... peanut ong... hahah... am so excited... love babies... erm when they dont cry and shit la... typical of me eh? haha...

jus got back from club med phuket with jin... had an excellent time i must say tho the weather wasnt exactly great... cloudy cloudy but hey i had stilll had fun... activity filled... tried the trapeze, did the bungee bounce... played touch rugby (havent done that in ages)... did aquarobics... played water polo, water basketball... and the best part, total glut fest!!!! ate so much at every meal it was crazy man.... many many variety i like... the dessert variety was super excellent... and jin was totally happy with his beer... free flow of it during meal times.... bet u if the other boys were there, they would have just sat in front of the tap and manned it themselves... prob drink the bar dry... joined some limbo rock contest and was the 3rd couple standing... not too bad... had my samurai burger when we went to phuket town... yummylicious!!! only sad thing is the i left my pink princess hoodie in some shop... totally careless of me... DAMN!!!!!
one of my faves and i cant get it anymore!!!! sob sob...

went to check the wakeboard world cup at bedok reservoir yday... unsurprisingly phillip soven won again... he's good that young boy... 16 yrs of age only... abit of drama tho... daniel watkins broke his board while competin for the 3rd position... suay rite? he had 3 min to change another one but he didnt bring spare... ths other guy lent him his and off he went... but guess what the bindings got loose so yeah, he jus gave up... damn unlucky...

its back to wrok... argh shitty shitty... will update soon...

Huan Dao Zhui Zhui Zhui

on some dinghy/boat thingy...

havent been blogging for the longest time ever... well here goes....

just started at keming pri school.... i absolutely hate the farking timetable there... lotsa weird breaks here and there... total waste of time i reckon... students there are slightly beta... but the food sucks big time... they even serve teachers child like portions... and where are my fried stuff? food is served cold... yucky yucky... only good thing is that they have a music rooom for us to chill out in during our rest time.. a dance studio with mirrors, air con and all...good for me to practice bodyjam...

anyways have finished the 6th hairy pornstar book... erm harry potter i mean... not too bad... but it leaves me wanting for more... MORE MORE MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finished it quite fast i must say....

went to NDU's SWG family day and saw their pool... I LIKE!!!... like the polar bear enclosure...haha... saw some of the stuff ard there... quite boring tho... didnt let us do any repelling or roping... haha... saw the usual guys and all...

chris sent me to work yday... i must say it was huan dao zhui zhui zhui man...

nite before...

jac: eh so u wake me up okie?

chris: okie what time? 630?

jac: erm....

chris: 645 beta?

jac: erm... yupyup of cos, a gal needs her beauty sleep u know?

chris: okie

next mornin.... hp rings........

jac (sleepily): ........halo.........

chris ( quite chirpy): halo, qi lai le...

jac: okie...

hangs up and checks time... wat the hell? 630 leh... thot i got extra 15 min to zzzzz.....

a few min later hp rings again... jac thinks to herself: "erm ok, i'm up i'm up... wah he really think i'll fall asleep again ma?"

jac (tryin to sound awake): halo

chris: eh i forgot to bring the correct coverall, need to go back unit... pick u up earlier can?

jac: okie no prob

so he comes earlier... and off we go... time check 7am... reaches NDU and met with many weird stares and looks... as i was waitin for him in the car, i felt like some fish in an aquarium... people were like just looking man... saw ah boy who asked me how come i was there... uncle johnny too( must have been wondering, eh this one is not lim pei wah wat)... CS asked chris eh how come jac is here? and this was asked on the 6th floor... fwah this guy got eagle eyes sial... shld be sniper instead...

so off we went to pick mike... by then time check 815....

chris: eh u gota be there at 8 rite? how ah?

jac: yup ... aiya never mind one lah... i always late anyway... they used to it liao...

chris: okie i try and get u there in ten min...

this conversation took place at 822... and boy did this guy manage to get me there in ten... okay not exactly ten but 13 min... yup i got there at 835... from toa payoh to bukit batok...scary shit la... nope and for the record i didnt get into trouble... afterall only uncle loon knows and he's used to it by now... haha

dun know why........ but i think i lost the ability to love.... scary ain't it?.... really weird leh... think i wat i need is brad to sweep me of my feet... or how abt takuya... yupyup or maybe rossi can ride me off into the sunset on his yamaha....... hmmm....... a girl can dream cant she?

YEAR OF THE ROOSTER!!! COCKADOODLE-DOO!!!

well well well its the start of a new lunar year and am i excited? not really if you want the truth... gettin the old bored jaded restless feeling again... have been partying and drinking quite hard for the past few days... bt hey whats new man?

well, time flies quite fast and me already into my fourth or is it fifth week at si ling already... scary scary... which means me gona turn 26 real soon... thats real scaaaaary man... the kids are ok but some really make me wana vomit blood sia... appalling man...

gambled last nite... lost 300 bucks... upset sia... wana cry liao... can buy many many nike stuff leh... oh well... thats gambling for ya man... went to meet MHA at wong on wed and i must say i had a great time as usual... its weird... i think and can feel this chemistry thingy between us but there's only so much we can do abt it... but its quite charged up... can sense it... scary man... he's one attractive mofo...

ok am back after one week... yeah its quite disgusting how i take forever jus to complete one entry... well am super brain dead thats for sure... am a body jam instructor... oh yeah baby thats what i am... cleared to instruct on ma 1st outing... woohoo... cool bananas...

hmmm... anways... am super tired everyday... teaching whole day... plus dance rehearsals almost every nite as welll... had a break on v day as all wanted to love... haha... well met LBB... so yeah... met him last week as well...came to MW to pick me up and got spotted by the rest and he actually still waved at them... as they were kaypoh and craned their necks to see who came to pick me up... haha... should see their smirks when they saw that it was him... haha...

anyways... am gona take a short nap... have to practice my tracks for body jam launch man...

SILLY PRI SCH!!!

have started this week at Si Ling pri... can't say i have enjoyed myself that much as i'm missing my PRIME kids so much... esp my sweetfaced matthew... been waking up at six plus every mornin... and in the process have fallen sick... flu and all... haha yeah just blame it on work eh? think i've been living life in the fast lane again... too much boozing and smoking... think i gota cut down man...here i am typing with a blocked nose and sore thoat but guess what? am still gona go out later... think i'm incorrigible...

anyways san-D ger is back... glad she's fine and all... went partying with her on sunday... oh yeah!!! and am meeting her and ser later too... oh yeah again!! the boys are goin devils i heard and reckon LBB will be there too... hell i miss him much much... haha... though i saw him last week... met up with MHA too... gave me a peck on the cheek... wonder what that was for?

anyways back to si ling...hmm... think i gona be quite lifeless soon man... will be too tired for anything man... the kids' command of english is that bad man... scary... i asked a pri 3 kid whre his chest was and he pointed to his nose... some pointed to their knees, elbows and the list goes on.. and to top it off a pri 6 boy used the fuck word on me... i went after him and made him repeat what he said.. think he got scared when he realized that i wasn't some teenage gal but one of the coaches there... haha... told arun and this boy had to apologize to me and all... i was fine by then but the VP said that this boy has a string of offences and wanted to record somethin with MOE... scary shit man... feel so bad... but guess he has to learn la...

alritey need to take my power nap...

i actually teared....

tears just streamed down my cheeks when i was reading abt the recent reports on the tsunami... my heart just broke when i read abt the injuries and how the people are suffering... i can just imagine if i'm in sandy's shoes man... all the heartache... i think i will just cry everyday lor... why does shit like that happen? and to top it all off, certain irresponsible people are still bombing themesleves and places up... i mean come on, isn't the wrath of the natural disasters enough suffering for mankind already? why cant we just embrace life as it is given to us? i feel so grateful that i'm born and living in spore... and that i have a great family and smashing friends... appreciate every single one of them and what life has given me... hope that sandy is fine there too... and eddie as well.... heng the BB no go, if not worry even more... already worry for san and ed, if BB extra...

anyways just got back from cleaning bobbie the gym bus today... haha... tired...

quick recap after xmas: met anthony and went for drinks on monday... tuesday and wed drank as well... went crew room with chi lam lookalike on thursday... went over to north oaks after that... went to KL on fri, sat and sun with ralph... didnt really party but bought like 4 piars of shoes and some skirts... went to the amusement park at berjaya bt nothing much la... the most thrilling ride was like an appetizer man... maybe cos it was indoors thats why... ate alot on the trip man... was like hungry every 3-4 hours... haha... had a good time on the whole...

came back on sunday then met anthony for drinks at gardens... after that BB sms me and he came over to north oaks to meet me... it was really good seeing him... missed him alot... he bought a new car, nissan silvia s15... nice nice... i think i cant get him out of my system no matter how hard i try man... its disgusting... haha...

Boxing Day......

dammit!!! i missed justin timberlake on tv again for the 4th time... oh man... fucked up man... It's boxing day again and i flash back to the same date like 6 years ago when i told a certain someone to get the fuck out of my life... boy that was like one of the best things that i managed to do... well today, i wana box someone, pun fully intended...

why do the attached guys i meet wana have something with me? take for instance the SGS guy has not stopped bugging me for the past 2 yrs though i have told him a million times that i do not wana be with him... firstly he's got a wife, secondly there was some attraction but its long gone... kept on smsing me last nite asking me the same old thing... kept on replying that i do not want cos i don feel for him plus two flings is more than enough... met one of luther's friends yday... pretty cute chap but hey he's got a gf and a fling as well and yet he was like trying to hit on me and stuff... weird man... do i have "only attached guys please apply" emblazoned across my forehead? either that or what about "I only want players"... cant be right?

xmas this year is kinda low key for me... just the usual partying and drinking but hey i do that oh so often that its nothing new... last year was great at koh chang with doug... it wasnt like a christmas celebration... but we did have good fun at the beach bar and of cos he made it special...and the yr before last i had ivan to make me happy... haha... well, guess it doesn't matter la... wondering whether i shld go sentosa now... to check out the new place that the boys have...

XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm its finally Christmas Day!!!! nothin fantastic as usual except for ah phongs mushroom soup... haha...

well recap for the week... went velvet on tuesday nite after my bak kwa binge... esta was saying wana intro this gu tianle/cheung chi lam look alike to me... and guess what he does resemble them in a way leh... had a great time that nite... and we kinda hooked up... but he's a player... big time one... i'm jus gona treat it as a plaything... haha... met LBB on wed... was gona watch gonfu hustle with san, ser, phong and jp when he smsed... watch the movie i did and rushed pff immediately to meet him afta that... hmmm.... thursday, gu tianle smsed me and we all ended up at crew room... hmmm... shit man, its the eye syndrome shit again... he's got the talking eyes and the smile as well... melt liao... well, we kinda hit it off again and all.... drove me home and stuff... hmmm... kinda lost now... cos he's a player for sure but i'm so attracted... and he's those sporty type... banker by profession... can die... but think beta stay away... surely kena hurt one...
one LBB, one him, die la... haha...thoi think the gu tianle can be quite a sweetheart if he wants to be...

anyways did last min frantic shoppin yday with esta... then went to san and phong house for dinner... food was great sial!!!!!.... received cool gifts as well.... then went home to change and esta and i were like lost sial... finally went to rav at boat quay and met this bouncer... said he waited for 2 yrs to get my number.... used to be a mdm wong bouncer... and later went to illusion... yeah kinda remember him... not bad lookin but abit cheena leh... haha...

well, went to tan with ying and went to get a massage/tui na as well... shiok... think gona take a nap now... laterzzzz.......