Boxing Day......

dammit!!! i missed justin timberlake on tv again for the 4th time... oh man... fucked up man... It's boxing day again and i flash back to the same date like 6 years ago when i told a certain someone to get the fuck out of my life... boy that was like one of the best things that i managed to do... well today, i wana box someone, pun fully intended...

why do the attached guys i meet wana have something with me? take for instance the SGS guy has not stopped bugging me for the past 2 yrs though i have told him a million times that i do not wana be with him... firstly he's got a wife, secondly there was some attraction but its long gone... kept on smsing me last nite asking me the same old thing... kept on replying that i do not want cos i don feel for him plus two flings is more than enough... met one of luther's friends yday... pretty cute chap but hey he's got a gf and a fling as well and yet he was like trying to hit on me and stuff... weird man... do i have "only attached guys please apply" emblazoned across my forehead? either that or what about "I only want players"... cant be right?

xmas this year is kinda low key for me... just the usual partying and drinking but hey i do that oh so often that its nothing new... last year was great at koh chang with doug... it wasnt like a christmas celebration... but we did have good fun at the beach bar and of cos he made it special...and the yr before last i had ivan to make me happy... haha... well, guess it doesn't matter la... wondering whether i shld go sentosa now... to check out the new place that the boys have...