What A Contradicting Place This World Is

hmm... lawdee... guess what? LBB smsed me on tues asking me to meet... so weird... thought he just wanted us to be frens... but was really happy to hear from him and to see him... same feeling i get when i see him... don't what he's got in him to do that to me... shites man... he's making me so confused but i think i'm really quite into him...

but northcott is gorgeous man...well to me la that is... hmmm... but i don't know how to go about it man... haha...

am so fucking tired... been teaching from 9 to 6 every single day... non stop except for a one hour lunch break from 11 to 12... its no joke man... really no other break in between... shouting and screamin non stop... and i go thru the same excercises with my pre team gals as well... shack...have my own personal fan club sia... bunch of kids who jus hug me so tight and hold my hands and jus stick to me like leeches... its a good feeling but can also be annoying... why doesnt their a certain third grade teacher do that to me as well? haha...

shall i go out tonight or stay home? am tired but am so bored... missing him alot...