CAN DIE!!!!!!
i jus agreed to take part in some bloody pole dancing thingy... and its on tomorrow... i dun know what to wear, what to do... yeah i mean i've always wanted to learn it but must learn before taking part right? i'm gona embarrass myself to the core man... how how how? next time must wear paper bag over my head to mdm wong liaoz... just wanted to help melissa out as she cldnt get pple and all... having done events before, i understand what its like to organize an event and have no participants or at least the required amt... so yeah... i'm so gona stink man... gawd i suck... heeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllpppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!
just got back from bali on sunday and i did have a fantastic time... didnt wana come home... was havin way too much fun... we were sayin that we can set up a gym there since all of us on that trip were coaches apart from roy... roy can beat any of the live band that we witnessed at kutas bars/pubs... gawd, they suck big time... cant sing at all... had a fantastic shopping spree... wuhaha... felt like becky bloomwood... i mean what use did i have for a farking bongo? NONE but i still bought one... haha... becky bloomwood aka shopaholic syndrome... can die...
next... BB is coming home.... happy... but yet confused at the same time.... miss him but...... there's a new kid on the block... and guess what? they're colleagues? CAN DIE right? haiz... nice guy but i'm not a nice gal... they dun call me the superbiatch for nothing... to be frank, i'm very jaded abt relationships as they can be a waste of time... like going thru the entire process for it to end... jus dun have an optimistic view of relationships anymore... besides, i dun want a guy to tie me down... i'm like a bird... i need to fulfil my travelling urges and bugs... yeah sure u can travel with your partner... but sometimes when u go alone or with frens, its different... and i like my life now... with or without BB, its still the same... cos he's hardly in it anyway... so no diff... but i wonder what it wld be like if he's in it... will i be able to give up stuff for him? maybe i might u know... so hard to say... well if he knows abt NKOTB, he will encourage me to go for it... but is that what i really want?...........
just got back from bali on sunday and i did have a fantastic time... didnt wana come home... was havin way too much fun... we were sayin that we can set up a gym there since all of us on that trip were coaches apart from roy... roy can beat any of the live band that we witnessed at kutas bars/pubs... gawd, they suck big time... cant sing at all... had a fantastic shopping spree... wuhaha... felt like becky bloomwood... i mean what use did i have for a farking bongo? NONE but i still bought one... haha... becky bloomwood aka shopaholic syndrome... can die...
next... BB is coming home.... happy... but yet confused at the same time.... miss him but...... there's a new kid on the block... and guess what? they're colleagues? CAN DIE right? haiz... nice guy but i'm not a nice gal... they dun call me the superbiatch for nothing... to be frank, i'm very jaded abt relationships as they can be a waste of time... like going thru the entire process for it to end... jus dun have an optimistic view of relationships anymore... besides, i dun want a guy to tie me down... i'm like a bird... i need to fulfil my travelling urges and bugs... yeah sure u can travel with your partner... but sometimes when u go alone or with frens, its different... and i like my life now... with or without BB, its still the same... cos he's hardly in it anyway... so no diff... but i wonder what it wld be like if he's in it... will i be able to give up stuff for him? maybe i might u know... so hard to say... well if he knows abt NKOTB, he will encourage me to go for it... but is that what i really want?...........
posted by jaclyn @ 11:53 AM
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